I am in no mood to name this

In a land far far away,
Another day about to pass away,
I am feeling blue,
Dismally looking for clues.

Wavered, exhausted, lost!
Nomadic like an outcast.
Oh no! I am not yet done,
The search for El-Dorado has just begun!

Away from my family,
Away from my friends,
In a land unknown,
I have trodden the road less known.

Is it worth the pain?
Will I stand to gain?
Only time will tell,
With hope I dwell!